At Last! At Last!

It's been a long time coming, yet nothing comes before its time.  I have been itching to explore any creative ideas i have; literary writing skill I may still possess, or anything that will allow me to express myself, stimulate my mind and get stuff published and expand my awareness of current affairs & moral issues. I would say that I interpret most experiences in my world from a quite a philosophical perspective and I have often been described as "spiritual".  I've had a passion for esoterics for as long as I remember.  It started with a sense of not being alone and that was huge for me as a child, as even as a twin I often felt isolated as well as from my peers,
I feel like I have been dragged through a hedge backwards  doing the rather stressful job of mothering for almost 31 years to the day, & how I'm still standing may very well be something that I use to reflect on at times when I'm writing;  but this is not the blog of middle aged mother either.  Far from it.
This blog is my space to learn & earn says my eternal teacher, my inner guide.
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Very ambitious and lacking a strong parental influence, I learnt most things the very hard way, so I give thanks for my resilience, sense of humour & mostly down to earth approach to survival. I definitely know I am a survivor and its one of the energies I've honed into a talent with a capital T! However, I'm working towards the breakthrough, the times of not just mere survival, but triumph. I feel it's in my midst now easily within reach. I have come to learn that we can use everything that resonates within the universe. We can build up and tear down; we can maintain or abstain.
Should I write some kind of objective for my blog?  No, just that I would like to appeal to diversity but reflect where it is I come from.  I want to test myself & be challenged, yet I am extremely opinionated & stubborn at the same time. I know a little but I have learnt a lot, have been a good critic as I've lived politically determined & socialised from within the margin.  I guess that I will need to work with patience whilst maintaining this blog as there is also the chance that it may fall flat on it's face (not quite).  If it does, I am willing to accept that as constructive & reinvent.
I have just finished talking to one of my few buddies on social network who advised me not to let the inner critic in,  just GO FOR IT!!!   So here I am, often described as the "diamond in the rough.."  "inspirational", "loud mouthed & crazy.."  "healer.."  "wounded healer...", "witch.."  "obeah woman.." "ritualist..."  "salt of the earth..." , "muse.."  (I like that one the best).  "Teacher..."  "big mouth.."  "agressive..."  too this or too that.
This is a journey to assist everything I ever tried to do as a LONE PARENT born to a HUGE culture & family, but as the proverbial "black sheep.." I was out on a limb!!!
Who the hell am I?  I'm gonna use this blogg to package & sell it as I'm also quite the entreupeneur...NOT a "Jack of all trades, master of none..."
Rhetorical Spirits...?  Hmmm...My door's open.  There is not ONE specific path, but many, many roads well travelled, let's get to stepping!

Peace & Love.